This is one of my favorite poem .It was written on the 2nd of April 2007 …It was one of the most heartfelt poems I ever wrote.
Some of my poems are written out of the blue, when my muse visits me at nights .Some are written after a life experience , a regret ,sadness felt or just happy moments .Every poem has a memory in my heart .
I sit here at peace with thoughts very small;
With words of heartfelt dreams hidden here within my fear;
Dreams of words of life inside, judged by me to be denied;
What dwells in that space in my mind?
Late at nights my muse visits, to spout unending words of conscious flow.
Never knowing what will surface next when nerves touch the air, my feelings go!
I am liberated and elated, I’m who I am. Blinded by the fright of seeing too much;
Fear resides in me hiding in plain view, afraid to be left behind without you.
Sitting lonely in my place, Fear not to feel life’s grace;
Thoughts drifting towards you; I float in endless maddening space,
My soul feels so bold, shinning spirit, love untold;
I share with you the depth of my unending soul, trying to unfold.
I look too far and see beyond you, I run so fast ahead;
Forgetting my fingers typing; letting only my soul on fire to lead me instead;
I don’t want to look through you tonight, allow me to look into your eyes so deep;
I will let you touch me slow. After all, night dreams are only mine to keep.
Caress me with your palette; make me the creation of your loving light;
Make my heart your master peace and caress my blank mind;
Pull me round your chilled body; wrap me in your arms of pure delight;
Keep your soul with me shining bright, Please, embrace me, I feel lonely tonight.
Add more layers with your palette, color my life with passion;
Caress those lonely places, your tender body knows;
Let’s go together far away to spots we’ve never seen;
Touch me with your fingers. Heal me in my tortured night dreams.
Shaking now, I’m breathless, Feelings I find impossible to express;
Your voice I hear and make my soul undress;
Leaving myself completely to your magic touches;
Suddenly, my inner fears return .Afraid to awake and won’t find you near.
I fear the loss of your sweet songs, afraid to find you gone;
I run around with trembling fear, you hold me back to keep near;
I taste you with each breath I take; I feel your truth beyond mistake;
Passion rich, passion wild engulfs my bliss, feeling your love like needle prick.
You penetrate every little part of me; I start to die from my inside pain;
Sweet pain of hidden passion‘s final drain;
Breathless now beside you with our hearts merged in one beat;
Feeling safer I get closer and closer to you, finally now I can sleep.
Written by the imperfect me to the unknown